Showing posts with label good Father. Show all posts
Showing posts with label good Father. Show all posts

Monday, October 2, 2017

With God Anything Is Possible



With God Anything Is Possible

September 27, 2017



So, we got partial results to the biopsies on Monday.  It was not the news we were all praying for. I have cancer in both breasts. But God is still in complete control AND He is still good! There are more tests to run before the full biopsy report will be available.  One thing the doctor doesn’t know that she is concerned about is, “has it reached the skin?”  If it’s already in the skin, we are dealing with something more advanced. 

  Night before last, after I got the news that it was cancer, I had trouble going to sleep, was restless and woke around 3:30 unable to go back to sleep.  At least until my husband’s alarm went off at 5:30 and then I was able to fall into a deep sleep with dreams.  But I am supposed to wake up at 6:00 to fix his breakfast and lunch.  Anyway, that night I had to battle discouraging thoughts, what if’s, things that are not truth at this moment, those things that make it difficult to sleep.  Working on my Scripture work would help momentarily, but inevitably my thoughts would go where I did not want them to go.

  Last night, however, I fell asleep quickly and slept well until about 5:00.  (Thank you to those who prayed that I would be able to get some much needed sleep.) And the very first thought that came to my mind when I awoke was, “With God, anything is possible.”  What a comforting thought placed in my mind by God.  

Once I got up, a quick Google search led me to Matthew 19:26. “Jesus looked at them and said, ‘With man this is impossible, but with God all things are possible.’”  Jesus was talking about the difficulty of a rich man choosing to follow Him.  If God can save a soul from eternal damnation, cancer is nothing to Him.  This verse gave references to many other verses showcasing God’s power.

 Genesis 18:14 “Is anything too hard for the LORD?  I will return to you at the appointed time next year and Sarah will have a son.”  This is God speaking to Abraham about the birth of their son when verse 11 states that, “Abraham and Sarah were already old and well advanced in years and Sarah was past the age of childbearing.”  If God can produce a child in a woman past the age of childbearing, I guess He can do whatever He wishes with this cancer.

  Job 42:2 “I know that You can do all things; no plan of Yours can be thwarted.”  Job has just listened to God tell about much of His creation and how as Creator He rules over it all.  Job responds with awe…You CAN do anything.  Whatever You decide to do WILL happen. As my Creator, God can do anything He chooses in my life.  God’s plan for my life will not be thwarted…even by cancer.

  Jeremiah 32:17 “Ah, Sovereign Lord, You have made the heavens and the earth by your great power and outstretched arm.  Nothing is too hard for You.”  Again, we are reminded that The Creator has created ALL.  Therefore, He is in control of all.  All parts of my life.

  Luke 1:37 “For NOTHING is impossible with God.”  Again, God has given a woman in her old age, who was barren a son.  There is NOTHING impossible for God.  NOTHING too big for God.  He IS a miracle working God.

  Romans 4:20-21 “Yet he (Abraham) did not waver through unbelief regarding the promise of God, but was strengthened in his faith and gave glory to God, being fully persuaded that God had power to do what He had promised.” 

  God has not made any promises to me, that I am conscious of, about what will happen regarding this cancer.  BUT one thing I do know and was kindly reminded of by God this morning, is that He is able to do ANYTHING and EVERYTHING He wants to do.  Cancer is not bigger than my God.  Cancer is not more powerful than my God.  Cancer is not the ruler of my life.  God is.  And He is a good, good Father!

Sunday, October 1, 2017

God of the Leviathon



God of the Leviathon

September 25, 2017
Today is the day that I find out if I get dropped out of this whirlwind or if the whirlwind picks up speed.  I see the doctor this afternoon to get the results of the pathology lab report. So to prepare myself, I spend all morning with my Father.

I am afraid.  I ask Him to overcome my fear with faith.  Help me to be thankful for whatever news I hear…knowing that You can be fully trusted and that Your plans are ALWAYS GOOD!

Job 41 is what I am reading today.  The entire chapter is devoted to God describing one of His creations…the leviathon. The leviathon is a powerful creature.  He won’t make deals with man.  He can’t be tamed or mastered.  He is scary. He is strong.  He terrifies even the mighty.  The mighty run from him.  Sword, spear, javelin and arrows do not make him flee.  He is a creature without fear.

Cancer is also a powerful creature.  Man cannot make deals with cancer. Cancer is difficult to tame or master.  Cancer is scary.  Cancer is strong.  Cancer terrifies all of us.  If we could run to get away from it we would.  Sometimes surgery, chemotherapy, and radiation cannot make cancer flee.

But in verse 11, God reminds us, “Everything under heaven belongs to Me.”  And if it belongs to Him, He controls it.  Neither the leviathon or cancer is untamable by God.  Neither the leviathon or cancer is scary to God.  God does not flee from anything. God is master over ALL!

I am reminded again by the verses in Job 38 describing the boundaries God places.  And I remind myself again, that if this is cancer, God is in control of it.  He says, “This far you may come and no farther, cancer!”

It’s funny how the prospect of having cancer suddenly changes your whole perspective of life.  You begin to realize the fine line between life and death that exists for every one of us.  Every day.  We just live unaware.  Until tragedy or prospective tragedy strikes.

Whatever I hear today, God has already used this as a gift in my life.  God is using it to “teach me to number my days” as Psalm 91:12 suggests.  Whether I have cancer or not, my days are numbered.  God has gifted me with renewed passion to live.  To trust Him wholeheartedly.  To serve Him until my dying breath. To steward this life well.  To be bold.  To do it now…not later.  To follow Him wherever He leads…even if it is down cancer’s path.